the greatest love letter ever written  

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Here a short film from my friend Jaime Ryan Heintz. I'm quite delighted that he finished his short film. My camera was used, which also made me happy because it's usually is some corner just collecting dust.. not this time NOOO.. and the look and the potential of the Kodak film that he used, gives me ideas for future projects... enjoy !!

hair or not to hair  

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August 15, 2009.

Hair is one of the most important characteristics into making a character in my scripts.  A certain look with a hairstyle is just an ensemble of things going into making a film.  A lot of questions go into asking what the character is about.  Why is her hairstyle this way?  Is she copying someone, does she only look good with short hair?  Is she escaping from something?  ect..  Knowing now how a future character will act, or live, feels good.. this hairstyle is just an inspiration.  Some may think is just a normal hairstyle, but NO!  The way her hair hides her face.. For some reason I really like that.. Something to think for any upcoming projects that I want to do..Still being anchored down with a previous project, which is still a key to open the door to a better life and start doing the stories that I want to tell, want to shoot, want to direct.. It's a matter of time.  It also seems like things in my environment are getting tougher to deal with.   Also, to write the things you want to write or trying to get something on paper or computer.  A question; do you have a healthy mental state at this moment?  Stress is also an enemy of writing.... just another day or night... bad writing is just a start...

A little bit from the past.  

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August 02, 2009. 


Last night was a little bit of time to reflect where it all started.  Nine years ago, (it's been that long) I attended a community college where I took an interest in writing and directing.   The first class that I took was theatre appreciation.  From there on, I really appreciated the art of storytelling, the affect it had on audience.  The tone or powerful message a play or story would have on anyone that would enjoy  it.  

Again about last night, I took in an evening watching a play called "Anna in the Tropics" by Nilo Cruz.  It was directed by a buddy of mines Eddie Ruiz, where again I meet in community college and acted in one my early plays about abortion.  Which, was very funny at the time and may be still funny to some people with a certain type of humor.   The play went smoothly, and was impressed by another friend of mines; Sergio Villareal jr., which again I meet in community college and also acted in a play of mines that gave me the confidence that I can write material that people would appreciate.   Sergio played a character "Cheche", which was my favorite of the play.  It's not because he's my friend and all, but his performance was really good.  Something about him, with the right character, he can give out a great performance.   I would like to work with Eddie and Sergio soon.   I know we can make it work.. 
After that, Old Town Pasadena,  attended a quick bar stop called the "Old Pub."  I saw a couple of music bands perform.. I kinda forgot their names, but I did have a good time listening to them.   I really enjoy the night..Now... getting back to work... somewhat..   

The Limits of Control  

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August 1, 2009.  

Last Thursday, I went to the New Beverly Cinema to watch a new film by Jim Jarmusch; The Limits of Control.  The pace and style of the film were right up my alley, which is slow. The pace was so slow to the point where the viewer could actually feel what the main character was going through. I'm in no way going to break this film down by points. But, i will say that I could understand why this film did not have a wide release. The truth, I don't really recall this film ever opening in Los Angeles. Because of the pace and style of the film, regular film audience would not have the patience and open minded enough to give this film a chance.. This leads to my film, Betty I am. During the film, I starting thinking about pace or tempo.. I figured out some edits that would make my film a little more pace friendly to the audience. Plus, the story of my film will be much more refine. And, hopefully by the end of the year my film will be presented somewhere.. Still working on that, every single day.

Getting caught up..  

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july, 22 2009.

Just getting by and getting ready to write some stuff tonight.. Had an interesting night last friday.. Attended the Crusaders & Haters party at Royal/T..  brought to you by Zippercut .  The party was pretty amazing.. The more I go to these events, the more i see it provides a playground for people to show their creative/crazy/inspiring  side, which also helps me write.. Writing is life..

Wishing in the future, I'll be able to purchase some kind of video camera.  Unfortunately, for the way things look financially for me at this point of my life, It'll be a while.   I would sure love to post videos or take awesome pictures of my daily life and provide a better idea of the things that inspire me to write.   But, the highlight for me this passed week was a screening of  The Warriors.. A cult classic.  Not only there was a screening,  but also a special guest appearance of Ajax (James Remar) Mercy (Deborah Van Valkenburgh)  Cochise (David Harris).  The interview of the three of them was very informative and so interesting for someone like me.  They basically talked about all of the side stories that went on during the making of the film.   Also, delighted to hear about how Walter Hill directed his actors which also I gain some knowledge.  No, I'm not going to mimic his style or come anything close to his style..  I direct my own way .. Hopefully in the future I'll get into talking about directing films or actors.. Not being afraid to get your vision done.  Not getting too sidetrack from this topic... This was a great night.. 


Lately, I been taking a B & W Photography Class and I love it!  So, I'm always looking for opportunities to take pictures of the happenings of Los Angeles.  Tuesday, I was a victim of the Nike-Lebron-James picture taking P.R. move.  There was this small mini concert in culver city where a J-pop star (Kanon Wakeshima)  was going to make an appearance for an album release party type of fiasco.  Believing this was an awesome opportunity to take some photos and practice the art of photography. . After only taking one picture which you see below... A hand grabs the front of my camera, a female sony worker (yes, a sony product) tells me with authority that I was not allowed to take photos of Kanon.   To make things short, after three songs ..the concert was over.. .   The performance was very entertaining.. Another reason that I  wanted to attend, its not very often you see someone using a cello instrument in a rock/pop type of act... And, just one more reason to throw out there.. I have a script in the works where it involves a female singer.. And, just seeing how things are after the show.  It gave me a great perspective of the aftermath, clean up, crew working to strike down.  How Kanon  Wakeshima exits the building with her handlers.. It was quite helpful.   



Revamping the blog... .  

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The picture was taken from a website that offer images of inspiration....It just gives me mix emotions...So, I haven't been doing this for a while, and I haven't been writing the amount that I would like to. Hopefully, with this, it would kinda push me and get some things done...

Eating, fun and script!  

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Checking bases.  Finally, got a lot of things done from my to do list, which always brings me up and more lively to life.  In the food department.  This new place open by my job.. LC B.B.Q &  Burgers.   I was highly impressed by the quality of the food.  They make their own burger patties, their own!  Even though I had trouble fitting the burger in my mouth, it was still delicious and ranks up there with my choices of one of the best burgers in Los Angeles.  I still haven't tried their whole menu, but, soon..  The script has finally gotten some life, I found ways to make it more unique or something around the lines of kinda different from other films or stories... But that's asking for a lot though..  Took some time off this week to catch up on talking life tips with a friend while watching a Los Angeles Laker game.  Reflecting on your own personal life and as well as day dreams,  gives you a small charge in the creative department needed for this script or some kind of creative work.   Soon as I'm done with the script, I'll give a small outline of the script/story in pictures.  The pictures or photos give out an idea of the many influence for this script that I been working for three months.  Finally played SF4!  Street Fighter has been a huge impact in my life since age 9 or so, well, considering in gaming world experience.  Was greeted by the great hospitality of hijaktaffairs & drunknconfessions this weekend to get my chance to play SF4.  This upcoming week, is the Japanese Film Festival, buying my tickets tomorrow.. So may be I should have something up in the coming days.  Or, not....    


end of the week and no push  

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I'd needed to get back to work, while I was at work!.. I haven't written anything of late... When writing, or attempting to write...  Kinda weird saying it.. but, "you have to feel it".   My life's up's and down's have kept me away from my little black book where my script is being done.   Finally, got my mind a little clear... back to it.... When writing, I often get unsure about what I wrote, so I usually start all over again..   This script has too much of my personality, sooo (those who know me,    yesh!!) .... Which means that I need to settle down  and get back to what make sense and follow a strict story structure.... (This entry was in broken thoughts) Does your personality ever reflect off your work???

Working while at work  

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Ready to add another page to my script which... This is how it works.. write it by hand to technically make it my first draft then transfer it to my laptop final draft program thingy to make my second draft... .. One good thing about my job; I usually do most of my writing on my lunch breaks.. So.. this is how it works.. (Again) Drive, drive, think and think while driving to figure out script plot points, causes, character wants, what's funny, does it make sense... So, when lunch time rolls around, I have a good grasp on what's going on with the script!!   Lot's of cream and lot's sugar... 

Sunday starters..  

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Sunday was just one of those days to relax.  Even though I have two tough weeks ahead on writing and finishing my script.  The picture is NOT a work of art, but actually a breakfast plate from Gaffey Street Diner in San Pedro.  The plate consisted of this huge homemade biscuit covered in gravy and buried under there was a sausage, with a side of scramble eggs and some homestyle potatoes all for $5.99  After breakfast, I went to a friends house to catch the laker game.  The game itself was just one of those where you knew the outcome would be in Lakers favor.  Getting back to script talk; what lies ahead  is a challenge, finish a script in 13 days.. which I think is possible, but the quality of the script would be awful.. well.. it's a worth a shot, why 13 days?  Well, just another opportunity to make another feature film, or simply just dream about it for the time being or until there's a resolution to Betty I Am.  Before I left my house in the morning, which was freaking cold and we're all going to die soon from it.  In the corner of my living-room was my super 16mm film camera.  As my mounting bills pile up, and the thoughts of selling it crosses my mind.  I'm glad that I didn't sell it, and I believe there's one more feature film in me to be shot with the camera under my belt.  I guess off to writing.  Also, it's not the last time for that diner, so many menu items I need to try... yum!?

Script notes... and more  

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Well, as of this moment I'm on page 41 or so.. even though it's not 41 pages, more like a rough estimate.  When I got to page 28, I was stuck....but in the back of my mind i know what happens in the next scene of the scene i still haven't done after page 28.. Did I lose you???  hope not...


That's just one of my mantras of writing.. umm once you're stuck somewhere... you have to keep on writing no matter what.  And,  what you write after,  may help you write the scene that couldn't be written  before.. just another method to my writing.   

Yesterday was a great night!   My friend Jaime, set up a screening at his house for a film I wrote/directed a couple years ago.. .Betty I Am, is the title of the feature film... A couple of days prior to the this event, the butterflies were going crazy in my stomach.. So i did the best thing to combat that.. NOT THINK ABOUT IT..I have trouble seeing my own work on display... And, it help, filled my time with the current script I'm working on.  Thinking about many other things that was not my film..   It turned out great, got a good reaction from the audience which is a huge relief.... Once again,  Jaime hospitality was awesome...Food/wine/gathering. 

Here's a trailer of the film... edited by Jaime Ryan Heintz  


Now..... gotta do some more progress  on my script and hopefully in a few weeks, I'll be up in IMDB with my film.. 


Writing the Life: intro  

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Jan 01, 2009.  


So, decided it's better late then never.   


This is the blog! 


I am  Jose A. Renteria Jr.  


I'm a filmmaker.  And, I deal with wine for a greater part of my daily routines.



My mind is pretty much in limbo, trying to figure out what's my next move.  A film that hangs over my head where there is actually a finish line.  I shot a feature film a couple a years ago and will surely be talked about in great lengths in the coming months.. I  don't have a camera for picture taking, so, gotta make do what I have. 


Film,writing, wine, food, art, culture, Japan, semi-otaku.  Will be the writing points. 


This blog will actually help me on my writing woes and hopefully turn them into answers to my writing stumps..  This is it for now.. 

good bye.. ......May be hello again

Photo info:  Taken by Meredith. Camera: Canon EOS Digital Rebel XSi